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X has been busy and stress up at work.
Graveyard shift from 7pm till 7am.
Thus, Piggy has to sleep alone in bed for the last few days and more to come.
Well, career is also an important part of our relationship.

1 month and 5 days more before the big day.
Our rings are ready and beautiful designed.
Venue is book and need to settle the little details.
Now, we have to search hard for our attire, "It is a Black Night!"
Flower arrangement by Pann, Lilies and Roses with green big leaves.
Door gifts- chocolates pack in a black box.
Will book a hotel room near by, as they will make us DRUNK!
I need to get red and white wines, the venue provide us with beer and house pours.
X needs to do up the montage and songs.
Though, it is a small group of 35 guests, there so many things to do.
There will be no video taking as this is a PRIVATE function.
As for photographs, I will request that it be confidential and NO facebook.

Guests are all very close friends and my god family.
I apologize to friends who we can't invite as the venue can take up to 35 people only.
In the beginning it was planed as a small group, now it turn up to 35 guests.
We also cut away some friends that we would like to invite due to the venue.

I am excited and the feeling of anxiety will only come when the day get closer.

It can be very tired doing the running and planning.
But it is worthwhile for our 11th Anniversary.
And for someone that I loved so much since he was a youth and now a man.

This year, I have been very committed to my job.
Majority of my time is given to my job.
Operation of the branch and my projects.

Projects took a major part where I really put my heart to it.

Sales was not as good as last year but sort of hanging on it.
Yes, we were doing about 5% contribution for 2008, this year about 4.5%.
A drop of o.5% but this year was harder.

Customer Services we were one of the best branch, giving about 90% base on checks.

For me, yes, I been more vocal and I does my job well.

But what do I get for my year appraisal...66%...

And the answer were, 'we have lower all RM percentage for this year."

Oh yeah... I just wonder what the other RM percentage, who just do nothing at all.

And I don't care now, I am going to clear all my 14days leave.

The old man finally closed his eyes and stopped his heart beat.
Peacefully, he left the earth at 1546hrs on 2nd Oct'09.
Funeral wake is on Thursday at 1300hrs.

Death do comes at any time.
To live till the age of 82years old, he has accomplished his mission.
Rest peacefully...

The week started off with a complaint on Monday.
I am on leave till Thursday but this is on high priority.
Thus, investigated and the person is me.
Words of communication must be handle carefully.
Thus, the case is now with the department of communication to handle.

Today, it gives me time to ponder about our relationship.
So many things have happened to us this year.
But the end of the tropic, Do we still wants it?
As what baby always said, "let work up the future for both of us."
Yes, we will work it up and it will always be better.

My ex-bf Derek, is still not a good driver as he always get lost in his road.
Whenever, we meet up, x and me has to be his GPS.
And he has a GPS but not using it.

3 days more before the funeral.
What will the future be for the family???

X and me met Pann last night for dinner.

We were early at Ka Soh Ann Siang St, thus, both of us went to the park to sit and talk.
It was good as the park was quiet and we did really talked.

Pann was late as he was at 1-7 and we did not eat at Ka Soh.
Comments from friends, don't waste your money, the standard has declined.
So, we ate at Keong Saik St.

After that, Pann took us to Old Town East Coast for coffee.
He wanted us to see his cute waiter.
Coffee was good, taste different and the waiter...ok lah...

He drove us to the Fort Rd car park.
Yes, there were a few cars with the driver inside.
We came out for a stroll and was laughing at his experiences at Fort Rd.
This friend of mine do have many stories of Fort Rd.

X and me has been addicted to the game of UNO.
Before sleep, it is UNO time.

Will you part with all your saving and property for FREEDOM?
Yes, Jim brought that for his freedom.
We knew that Jim has always wanted to leave Add.
But Add refused to let go.
Attached for almost 16 years.
Finally, Jim give up his condo(full paid) and half of his bank saving($xxx,xxx) as requested.
Look like he has to start all over again.
And I did not expect Add to request this big parting gift.
Jim commented, it was also a parting gift of taking Add 'youth' away for 16 years.
Well, it is their life...

Darling, the silent of the park and words of truth came up.
We spoke and we listen...
Hmmm.. don't need chicken blood, just enjoy each another company as "God-Brothers."

The year is almost coming to an end.
Time passes by so fast and soon, I will bid farewell to 2009.
Is it too early...

Running 3 man show for year 2009, operation of the retail shop, Finance issue and POS.

December is another big day for X and me.
Lots of things to do but friends are always around to help.
I am excited... something that we never do before.

An offer came up to me again. Area Manager or Ops Manager???
I need to do up my resume again.
But I am afraid to start all over again.
If the offer comes with an office hour job, I might accept it.

Lawrence is discharge from hospital today.
I am worry for my best friend(God-brother), his health has not been too good.
Hopefully, he cut down on his drinking and recover.

X and me have been spending time together.
And I also wants him to have his own space.
It is good to have a close friend where you can talk and enjoy his company.
I am sure Ed and him will always be close friend, just like Lawrence, Tuck Seng and me.
Of course, I will give him the Trust and Freedom.
My new motto for him...

I read Ben blog and how strong was him to reject an offer for sex.
Knowing him, it was not easy but when you are in love, you always think of your partner.
Keep it up, Ben...

I been quite active lately, not to stranger but to...
Guess, at this age, we need to upkeep our health and image.
There have been people trying to be friends but I been rejecting them.
I am happy at this moment and too busy with work to get to know them.

I presume that work will take up all my time till the end of the year.
How am I going to clear off 15 days of leave?
I been working in this company for 10 years, will it my farewell to them soon.
I am scare but looking into the future, happiness is what I wants.
It is not the salary that is my number one priority but it is my personal life.
Moreover, X is doing well in his career, thus, I have no more worries anymore.

We talked about upgrading to a condo but this is not so important.
Our 3 rooms HDB is sufficient for us.
Car is not a must but I will want to take up my driving lesson soon.
Vacation is what we plan for in year 2010.

Looking forward to see the rings soon.
I am sure Pann will do a good job for it.

Darling, TRUST and FREEDOM, I will do it for you!

Watched this movie twice and slowly falling in love with it.

"I can't be your boyfriend but that does not means, I don't love you."

I hope there be a part 2 of this movie.

Love is understanding and kind,
Love is giving and not taking,
Love is a beauty inside each another where no one can see except 2 of us,
Love is trusting and accepting,
Love is always living in us as we do have each another in whatever we do.

Thank You, Darling!

4 days was just sufficient for us as X was shopping almost everyday.

No Ocean Park or Disney, yes, we went to the Peak by bus vie both ways.
That was the only place we visited.

The rest of the trip was just shopping and eating.

X enjoyed so much in his shopping and was extremely happy.
He managed to get almost everything that he wanted.
The damage cost, almost SG$2400 for his clothes, shoes, bag and a CK ring.
And he got something that cost SG$400 for 9pieces.

The sales staffs were helpful, pleasant and we felt so much warm in them.
This really impressed us.
Maybe they know that we were tourist.

We enjoyed the the trip and we will be back again for Summer Sales next year.

It was good to meet up with Johnie.
He looks better now since the last time we saw him 4years ago.

X is back to work today and he is going to work till 3am or 5am.
Poor baby but guess we need to re-load back to our gear, "back to work."

It was a delightful birthday trip.
Time spend with each another.
Thank darling! Love you so much!

An early start for another new age for me.

Saturday-Dinner at Spring Court, E-Bar and drank till 2am.

Sunday-Birthday cake cutting with family during lunch.
Evening at Andrew place, dinner, cake cutting and lots of drinks.
I was totally gone, JB, JW and Chivas...was half naked...

Coming up 17th Jul'09- Hong Kong with X. It will X first trip to HKG.
Dinner at the Peak and lots of shopping.
We be back on the 20th Jul'09.

I am excited about this trip.
It is not my first time to HKG but it is X virgin trip.
More or less, it will be a shopping trip.
But it will be my first birthday trip with X and no one else.
Thus, it will give us the time to be together.

People is asking about our 11th anniversary in December.
2 friends have offered their places for the celebration.
Seletar Camp or River Gate???
Well, we need a theme and it will be a small affair.

I am falling in love again.
Hehe! Who else can it be but no one else except Xpander.

Thank you darling!

It been so many years since our last visit to Genting.
X was still a kid with his family and I was about 25 years old.
Thus, casino was not one of our attraction during that time.

Saturday morning we set off at 5.30am, ate Mac breakfast before the drive up.
The car was just nice and comfortable for 4person, Des, Dawn, X and me.

We left the Woodlands check point at 6.45am, just 2 stops for the car to cool down,
Reached Cheras by 11am, ate the delicious chap kway teow, yao taufu, fish soup and kopi-o.
As it is still early, we went for 1hour foot and 1.5hrs body massage, cost RM$105.
The tuina was good and I tried the sucking out of air on the back.
This left me with red and pinkish round marked on the body.

The drive up was scary to Genting but Des was a good driver.
The biggest mistake, booking was done wrongly, instead of booking 2 rooms at Genting Resort,
the other room was at First World and none of us wanted to stay there.
Thus, 1 room shared with 4 person at Genting Resort.

It was an eye opener for X as he has never been to a Casino.
Thus, it opened the gateway for his hands at the Jackpot.
Just 2 cents and 5 cents and you can play up to 25 lines.
Well, we didn't win but it was a good and enjoyable time at the Casino.

Guess, who was at the casino???
Someone that I never expect to see...
He followed us at the Casino, saw X and signal him to keep silent.
He came over me, covered my eyes and hugged me.
And he is Joey from KL.
Well, he is still looking good and X can see that he still cares and love me.
But past history story, we are good friends now.

Des was lucky, he lost almost $1k on the first night but just an error at the machine,
earned him a win of RM$7500. He wanted to quit and pressed the RM$25 wrong button.
And here comes the big win for him, just pure luck.

The drive back was cool, we ate donuts and stopped at Melaka.
We wanted to eat Perankan dinner but...
Hmmm...something that X has been wanting to try...
Lok Lok lori...all sort of meats, balls, seafood....
We ate at the street side and that dinner cost us Rm$86.
Quite expensive but X has his wish answered.

Poor X, he is sick and back to work today.
I will be leaving soon for work.

The trip was good but lack of time to be together.
Coz, we spend too much time at the Casino.

Xpander and me needs a break, thus we will be going up to Genting this weekend.
It has been so many years since our last visit to Genting.
Maybe a few rounds of jackpot, catch up with sleep and just be lazy.
The important issue, spending time together and just 2 of us.

It will be a long drive up, leaving at 5am on Saturday and reaching Genting by 11am.
By the time we arrive, it will be a nap time for both of us.

I want another vacation in July again.
But with the H1N1, the company has issued a memo that if we need to stay home,
it will be deducted from our annual leave.
I still have a balance of 22days and Alex, not many, maybe about 5days.
Thus, in a situation, should we go or not.

I saw Xioguo and Dunk vacation photos in Phuket.
Now, I am tempted to go Phuket.
X was asking me, "are you sure?"
My darling, I want to but holding back.
Knowing me, I am that type of guy who can just book and go.
Anyway, both of us are on long leave on the 16th-20th Jul'09.

2nd July'09, I am almost done with all my reports, memo, claims and write up for June'09.
Hehe!!! A free man now from all the paper works.